Dull morning light marked the early hour. A grey aura barely filled her room when Lady Irene Washburn awoke on the floor of her bedchamber. She’d fallen asleep in front of a crackling fire, with tongues of blue, white and yellow that drew her into an uneasy slumber. Since Julius’ death two months earlier, a dull throb in Irene’s temple was now the only constant thing in her daily routine. Somehow, heat soothed it.
A shudder ran through her stiff body as she lifted her head from her forearm. Irene sank a palm into the sage green carpet that ran the length of her room. All that remained of last night’s fire in the hearth were a few glowing coals; their depths pulsed with a deep ruby hue that left much to be desired. White ash from dissolved logs, cold and spent from their duty, reflected how Irene’s heart felt. Irene inched forward on her knees and held her palms to the dying embers. Her unbound chestnut hair fell forward and brushed against the ash. In short order she tucked the waist-long curls into her elbow to keep them safe from the fine powder.
Two months. Those two months felt like ten.
Can I learn to endure a lifetime without him?
“Impossible,” she said, speaking to the coals as if they’d respond. Her dry lips cracked as they formed the word and straightaway she wanted tea. Irene leaned back onto her heels and eyed her chamber’s heavy wood door, closed to the hallway beyond. In the two months since her love left for Paradise, the house she’s always loved managed to attract all kinds of unwanted attention.
The first to appear was the light with Julius’ voice on his wake day. She’d often joked with Julius’ on the subject of her grandmother’s fascination with Egypt. That such things could never happen in modern times. No gods made their presence known with light. Or spoke with disembodied voices. For a light to emanate from Julius’ handmade clock and claim to be him was utter nonsense.
Next, a poltergeist who fervently claimed to be her great grandfather from Surry took up residence in the coal cellar. “I’m your grandmother’s grandfather,” the mischievous spirit said when it first startled her a month ago emerging from the washroom.
It was after the third oddity appeared that she began to question her very existence. An elliptical void made its home in the chambers which once belonged to her mother and father. It stuck itself to the wall directly behind the door. She never would’ve seen it had she not been searching for a recipe box the poltergeist heisted from the kitchen. The void drew nothing into it, and nothing came from its depths. Even after she’d spent three nights and two days daring something to come forth.
Finally, the latest visitor to grace her with its presence was a particularly obnoxious will-o-the-wisp who enjoyed roaming her hallway with a sprightliness one would expect from such a thing. Would the universe not allow her to grieve Julius in peace?
Without a second thought Irene tucked her black nightgown ‘round her knees and brought her cheek to the floor. In the most unladylike position, one which would earn her a firm rebuttal from her grandmother were she still alive, she stared through the bottom crack of the door. Not a tiny blue wisp or golden hued streak to be seen. Good, she thought. No dancing lights on this morn.
Irene stood. Her joints protested against the movement as she pulled a silken robe off the mahogany chaise under the window. Irene hesitated at the closed door after making quick work of the robe’s tie around her waist. A brown cloth bag, herb-filled to the brim, hung from the ornate doorknob. It served a simple reminder that all was not well in her house.
When her frightened scullery maid left her position at Washburn House a month earlier, she left a note behind; “Only blessed bags of rosemary, thyme and oregano can cleanse this home accursed home.” So Irene hung bags filled with the herbs everywhere. She also requested of Mrs. Oakden – the only one to stay with her in her grief – to craft garlands of dill for every doorway.
Irene gripped the doorknob – a glorious piece bearing the etched form of an open rose in its metal – and forthwith withdrew her hand. An unnatural warmth spread out from the knob. No matter where she ran her hands along the door or walls surrounding the frame, heat seeped into her frozen fingers.
A warm doorknob on such a bitterly cold morning? Still, the knob was merely warm, not recalescent. Irene gathered her fraying courage and wrapped her fingers ‘round it once again. Her index finger brushed against the herb bag and it swayed as she pulled open the door.
Irene guardedly checked both ends of the dimly lit passage. The will-o-the-wisp wasn’t anywhere in sight. The truly empty hallway relieved some of her anxiousness. Irene’s breath came out in fine, cold puffs as she propelled herself out of the room, down the stairs, and finally the foyer.
Tea. Hot tea. Julius’ specialty blend. That thought grounded Irene in the present even as her lower lip quivered uncontrollably. In all her four and twenty years Irene never thought she’d know grief deep as this until she reached a ripe old age herself.
“Irene. My Irene.”
Irene tried to ignore the voice she hadn’t heard in weeks. She tried to ignore the pull to the parlor she hadn’t stepped foot in since the wake. But rows and rows of red drew her into the room she’d once shared with generations of Washburns.
Every shade of red rose circled the parlor. Their vines clung to the emerald green walls and tender leaves glowed with their own light. In the middle of the room floated the most magnificent, brilliant light she’d ever seen. As she stared, the hem moving in a draft at her feet, it began to transform.
Irene clutched the back of the chair nearest to her and gaped as the light, its edges also glowing green, drew itself inward. Legs formed first, followed by the shape of a man’s shirtless torso. His arms, a familiar neck, and finally a head. His once blue eyes, now a luminous gold, poured over her shaking form. His sharp lips curled into a smile Irene knew all too well.
“It can’t be,” she breathed out as the form of her beloved finished taking shape. Irene took a step back, but the statuesque Julius held out a hand to stop her. His voice sounded more like the one she knew as well. Not the strange one from months ago.
“Please, stay. Don’t go. I need to take you with me.”
“Wi-with you? You wish me dead?”
“No, my love. It’s not I who’s dead. It’s you.”